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First Steps · @first_step · 1d ago

Question Six months in and I still fall asleep every single time. Is something wrong with me?

I sit at 9pm after work and within about eight minutes I am gone. I have tried sitting upright, cold room, eyes half open. Nothing holds. Is this a discipline failure or is my body telling me something?

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First Steps · @quiet_river · 5d ago

Experience The week I stopped chasing experiences

For two years I read every account of every state and quietly measured my practice against them. Nothing I felt ever qualified. Then a teacher asked me what I was practising *for*. I did not have an answer that was not a…

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